4.12.03
it's not always your closest friends that are your best friends. i'm losing trust and faith and confidence in those that i believe(d?) in most. and im finding friendships in people i least expected in. perhaps, as the year draws to a close, an ending is imminent. though i am disheartened that it cannot last, i am also relieved that i can escape and shed off the old skin to welcome another. to embrace a new begnining.
i am filled with regret that i have made someone feel dejected, and had the power to make her feel like crying. unwittingly. should have been more tactful i guess. even if i meant her well and had no ill intentions. i need to get someone's help...
it's funny how appointments love to pop out at the same time, leaving you muddle-headed and schedule-packed. and on other days, everything goes by at a langourous pace. nonetheless, it's perfect to shoo away those lonesome, dreadful times. when solitude eats into you.
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3.12.03
back from camp. wonderful experience as usual. :) camp life absolutely rocks...with only colonies of ants as exceptions. not to forget this mischievous lizard which happily hopped onto my foot while i was helping to strike the tents. thank goodness i was wearing socks and i was too busy to freak out. but then again, it served well enough to make me jump. next was a black cat sitting comfortably on the stairs at night. shocked the hell out of us. but all in all, im loving it! :D
forgot to mention that the weather was amazingly wonderful. hmmz...we must have been real unlucky two years back when it rained nonstop and our tents were flooded so badly.
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